Finances with husband

My husband doesn’t work and neither do I . I currently receive SSI. However we have 3 kids and a whole house that I mainly finance everything. He doesn’t even ask me how much the bills are or when they are due. He says he doesn’t have any money . But he can find ways to smoke weed…get money from his dad when he ask . Plus he has friends that live in a house he inherited from his late grandmother and he claims( 3-4 people total living there) they pay him $250 total a month not each 😏 . But he doesn’t use that money to help me with not even $20 on a gas or light bill. He gets irritated when I bring it up and starts either cursing or talking in a disrespectful way like I’m bothering him. I have WiFi bill light gas and I always pay them alone. I know he’s not working but he can try and give me something for a utility bill. He claims he’s looking for work but I don’t see him do it. He mainly raps and records and makes videos on his phone . He said he has nothing else to do in this boring ass house … I can be in the bed stressed out over bills and he wouldn’t know he doesn’t ask. I feel like because he has this inherited home he feels like he doesn’t have to do anything here really . His dad pays for the bills at that house and his phone bill too. I’m so hurt over this and the fact that he doesn’t care about the stress of watching him make music and videos but when I mention the bills it’s a bunch of face making huffing and puffing as if ima problem. When I said you don’t ask about the bills he got sarcastic and said ok how much are they ? Just send the shit to me so I would know . But it’s like it’s been months and months of you not paying or asking what’s due what I need what i got on the bills. I really want a divorce… I don’t feel the love anymore