Is it a bad idea to have sex with a friend?

I messed up big time. Last year, I had sex with my friend. Always found him attractive but I didn’t have feelings for him. It was a mutual thing and it just happened. 🤷🏻‍♀️

After 2 months of hooking up, I put an end to it. It just felt wrong and I didn’t want to make our friendship awkward. I ended up catching feelings for him and he said he started to like me too. I don’t know to what extent but either way things had to end. He told me he didn’t want this to ruin our friendship but I still cut ties with him.

Honestly I was getting scared. I was falling for him very bad and found myself doing things I shouldn’t. For example, getting jealous if he talked to a girl.

We are back to being friends and we left the past behind. We have been cool but I think we are getting comfortable with eachother again. Lol. These past few times we have hung out, he hugs me a lot and has a lot of physical contact with me. The other day he kissed my cheek as a goodbye gesture. We were in his car the other day and he lays his head on my shoulder cuddling himself on me grabbing on to my leg.

As I was talking he’s just laying on my shoulder saying if he had a blanket he would fall asleep on me. Could be I make him feel at peace? Then I said something funny and he hugs me wrapping his arms around me as we sit down in his car.

I could be over reacting but I’m freaking out right now. Is he hoping to have sex again? Is he just comfortable because we already has sex before?