Pregnancy Rage

Lori

I’m coming here because I don’t have many friends or family I can talk to about this. I am about to be 25 weeks pregnant and I am ANGRY all the time! And it is always directed at my husband. Even if he’s not the one that caused it, I lash out at him. It’s gotten so bad. We never used to fight like this. I mean we have before. No marriage is perfect but this is an every day thing. And I am so tired of feeling like this. I’m tired of hurting him. I’m scared our marriage isn’t going to survive this pregnancy. My last pregnancy was amazing. I was so happy all the time. But this one is completely different. I will say we are not doing good at all financially. So there’s a whole lot of stress involved. I’ve gotten to where I don’t even care for myself anymore. I stress eat. Which means I eat whatever I want. I don’t exercise. I don’t even sleep enough. All I can muster the energy for right now is taking care of the child I already have. It’s like there’s nothing left in me. I don’t know what I’m looking for. I guess I just feel like I need to vent. I don’t know who to talk to or what to do about this.