Am I overthinking

Basically me and my boyfriend have been having sex for three months raw , we don’t really use condoms so we were going to have sex yesterday he didn’t want to which weirded me out a lil because we have sex a lot he has been talking about not having sex for a lil bit , which was off putting but okay , so today we’re hanging out im digging in his wallet at first hes like “no don’t go through there.” I said with confidence “oh there’s no condom in here you good and than he takes the wallet checks the back pocket I’ve checked it before there wasn’t any in there but he claims he had it in there since college but it wasn’t in there before because I always check his wallet😭😭😭, he checks the pocket and passes it back and I see a condom 😭😭😭