Is this a BFP or am I crazy?

Blanche • 35 year old with Rheum Arthritis..trying since Sept 2015.. 2 miscarriages *UPDATE! PREGO with our 🌈👶🏼 * Due Jan 2017
I can't tell if I'm seeing something or FORCING myself to see something?! Thoughts? Zero symptoms except (tmi!) diarrhea which could also be attributed to a weekend of eating crap (although I've never had it this bad YIKES) 
The lack of symptoms makes me think I'm just imagining things.. I'm 11DPO today