Im sorry but i just kinda need to get this off my chest..... So my boyfriend's coworker got in a fight with his girlfriend and was living in a hotel so my boyfriend asked if i cared if we let him stay with us for awhile to help with rent and bills. So since ive been on bed rest this entire time i felt obligated to agree and now i don't know how to cope with it.... I have really bad aniexty, ptsd from childhood, and depression.... Having this 70 year old african american man living with us petrifies me (hes a great guy and i like him but im not a fan of being alone with him even tho i do have a pitbull attached to my hip 24/7.... Backstory is when i lived in florida my house was broken into by a group of men and i was in the living room having to hide... The only reason those men didnt find me was because i had 8 pitbulls at the time and they all were trained to protect me so men kinda scare me.....). I hate the idea of using the bathroom or shower after him and baths are completly out of the question (just because of the whole idea of germs and stuff due to me have a bad history of utis and kidney infections).... And im incharge of keeping the apartment clean since im home and allowed a few hours on my feet with light motion and due to my aniexty i cant clean when anyone but my boyfriend is here and the coworker roommate always makes comments to me about when i am gonna do the trash and cleaning the kitchen and bathroom.... Part of me wants to say if you leave for 2 hours I'll do it... And ive told him before i do it all when im alone because i just cant with people home.... He said when he moved in that he would help us get furniture and would move out when Alyce is born (meaning in march) if we want.... But i dont want to add more stress to my boyfriend for having to pay for everything... But i dont like the idea of him living here while i have my baby.... I dont know if im just letting my aniexty affect me or what....