Going nuts. I know my eyes are playing tricks now. (Update)

I know I'm going nuts. I can't help but think I see a line. :( not really sure where I am in my cycle since my periods are abnormal (I bleed for like 8 days, then I stop for 6-7 days, then bleed again for 8-10 days, and the cycle just continues on). So I have no idea when or if I ovulated. I just know I feel extremely nauseated, have been all day (it even caused me to miss work :( ).

Call me crazy, but the third picture (I deleted a couple pics and added this one), it has two light pink lines under the "T" part. Gosh. I'm sorry. I just want my bfp. :(