Betas and anxiety

Louise77
 I got a BFP (first ever at 38 with Endo and trying for almost 2 years so still kind of in shock) on 11/10 which was 10dpo according to FF. First beta was  Monday and it was 77. I go again tomorrow and I am so nervous. Again. lol. I swear I KNOW I need to relax. I KNOW what is going happen is just gonna happen and looking up stuff isn't gonna change it. Thinking about this scenario or that won't either. But it's not easy to just relax. I think if this level doubles I'll feel a little better. Not even pregnant but a hot minute and already a ball of nerves.  Lol.