I'm so happy right now!! My boss called me while I was at college. So I walked out and took the call. They told me I can start back, Tuesday! I took off work 10 months ago because everything was overwhelming me, the stress I had was unreal. My mother was diagnosed with Cancer a few months before that. She had chemo and the doctors said it was shrinking and there's a good chance she will be cancer-free. Well, something happened one night, it was so weird because I talked to her that night. Thank god we said our "love yous" because I got"the call". The call I wish I never got. She passed away due to her heart giving out. Made no sense, she just had surgery 2 years back and the doctors said her heart was beyond perfect for her age. She was 73. She was my grandmother but she raised me because my sperm donor didn't really spend time with me because I was "a girl" and my mom was well 40 going on 16. I lost my grandfather(my father) in 2007. So I felt like I lost everything. A few weeks before this, my mom got my little sister taken away(CPS took them) I pretty much raised her and still was. I was at work at the time but had to go through hell I try to get her back and put in my custody. Anyways, it was a really BAD time. I done missed probably a month of work. I had to leave on good terms before I left on bad terms so I told them I needed time off. Now, I'm back in college pursuing my dream, getting ready to go back to work. Which I'm so excited for!! I'm hoping it'll help ease my mind with the stress TTC causes me. My oldest is in "big school" now. He's 6 😍😍 oh & I just got one of the best emails!! I emailed my TTC bestie haha asking her how she was doing, she took a break from Glow. She said she just downloaded glow back before she read my message haha. So I'm glad to have her back. I missed her!! Welcome back Jessa!! ❤❤ xoxo praying that you get pregnant this cycle!! 🙏👶🍼💖