Positivity

I've lived by it for a very long time, lately I can feel it fading. My relationship is a big reason for that and I'm trying to not let the small things get to me. Sex is a big factor, me always wanting it or him rarely wanting it, but the minute he does I don't hesitate. I can sit on him and just get a "no" or today I sent him a picture and I was questioned behind it. I'm just not feeling good about myself so today I'm getting up with a smile because I'm beautiful.