TMI Separating Breasts as Sexual Objects and Objects for Feeding Baby

This is totally personal, but I have been thinking about it so much lately. I am not a very sexual person it really takes A LOT from my husband to get me aroused. This usually means the only way he can get me aroused is when he plays with my breasts. Yes that does mean using his mouth. With this being said I really would like to breastfeed, but am not sure if I will be able to separate the two feelings. I feel as if I might feel gross. Let me just say I do not judge any mother in anything she chooses to do. This is just how I feel my own experience will be. What's everyone's thoughts? Am I alone? Does anyone think it might be easily separable?