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Crystle • 4 angel babies. Hoping for my miracle.
We have been TTC for 2.5 years now. I was diagnosed with PCOS and it has made my life a living hell. I was put on Meteormin in early 2015 and only took it about a month until it made me gain weight. It jump started my period and it has been regular since then. My cycle is 34 days long, AF is average 5 days long. My last period was 12/6/15 - 12/10/15 and my Glow says I was supposed to get AF on 1/9/16 but I never did. I was hoping and praying that month 30 trying would be my lucky month, so I took 2 dollar tree pregnancy tests this morning and both are negative. I'm so depressed.