AF has not been normal at all. It's extremely reminiscent of the cycle I got pregnant. A lot lighter and very few other symptoms, such as acne and PMS. I know I want to be pregnant more than anything else in the world, BUT I don't want to be pregnant like that again. I cannot get over the fact that that pregnancy resulted in a miscarriage and I correlate any type of bleeding as a precursor to a failed pregnancy. I'm not saying that I actually think I'm pregnant, I just think AF is playing tricks on me. I wish my body and my hormones would regulate already. They have been all over the place since my miscarriage. I think the medicine my doctor put me on is also throwing off my hormones which leads to weird cycles. Before I was pregnant, my cycles were pretty reliable at 28-29 days except for a few outlier months. Now I'm lucky if AF shows before CD33. Sorry this vent is so long. I'm just all over the place and you two are the only ones who I can trust and understand exactly what I'm going through.