Waiting for AF

Kayla
Hey guys,
I had my miscarriage a month Ago. I feel super guilty because for the most part I am fine- no sadness. My mantra has been that I was practicing being pregnant before and that when I get pregnant again it will be the real deal and I will be ready. Every now and then I feel the full sadness but for the most part I am okay. I stopped bleeding probably after Christmas and before New Years. I just finished an advocare cleanse and am anxious to start trying again. Is anyone in the same boat right now? Waiting for AF so we can start again?