I'm 19 and have had 1 year of college and am currently in a medical assisting program that I'll be graduating from in April. I started this journey of ttc because back in November I had a pregnancy concern but the last 5 days my period came and so I was actually ok with the fact of if I was pregnant so it was a little heart breaking when I wasn't and so I realized that since I was ok with facing the responsibilities and cost that came with a child I decided that I wanted a baby and I understand that this is a serious and life changing matter. I know there's my whole life ahead of me but I'm not trying to follow the typical pattern of college Mr right marriage big house picket fence and then kids like I'm sorry to disappoint those of you who have chosen that path and there's nothing wrong with doing it that way and i understand you have good intentions for me but honestly I personally want a big family and not all men do and I don't want to have to lower my wants to fit someone else's and if I do find the right guy then he will understand and accept me for me along with my kid(s) if not then that's fine all I want are my kids.