Don't feel pregnant anymore!

So I'm 9 weeks pregnant! This whole time I haven't 'felt' pregnant and have been extremely worried of misscarraige (it's happened before and I also just
Can't believe, that ME, I am capable of something so amazing and miraculous) anyways I did get a lot of sickness and fatigue however it has very slowly gotten better over the past week or 2 to the point now that I feel completely back to normal! No bleeding but I just have this deflated feeling of somethings not quite right! Has anyone else felt like this?