Maybe no baby?!?

So I'm really starting to think that I cannot get pregnant! 😞 Even though my hubby and I haven't been trying for the 3 years we've been having unprotected sex, I STILL haven't gotten pregnant at all. Now that we've been TTC for the last year 1/2 STILL nothing!!!! I've tried everything! I do suffer from PCOS and even though I've been through laparoscopy surgery my OB doc was confident I would be pregnant within 6 months after the surgery, that hasn't happened seeing I had the surgery last May! I tried all these lil things on the side to help as well. I always told myself I wouldn't be one of those women who drive themselves into baby crazy mode, I started to get there. I've learned to chill out and still remained optimistic. It's hard to think positive when you try over and over again and it's one disappointment after another! I have 1 more trick up my sleeve and that's fertility tea, if that doesn't work I may have to face the fact that I'll never have a baby! My hubby got a clean bill of health and even though I have PCOS and hypothyroidism, my OB doc also gave me a clean bill of health after my surgery!

I'm still gonna remain optimistic, cuz you never do know.... but, I'm gonna keep in my mind that it's very well possible it may not ever happen!

I do wish all you ladies (especially those suffering from this disgusting disease) the very best....and hopefully those whose TTC, gets that BFP soon. Many blessings and lots of baby dust! God Bless cuz I am praying for you all! Please send baby dust my way as well. I so want that BFP as well.