So two of my close friends have babies. Both are single mothers, and are managing just fine. One is getting some assistance from the state, as far as getting a job and apartment. The other one is getting money from baby daddy every week while living in his house while he lives with his new girlfriend.

I've had two miscarriages. One two years ago before both of my friends got pregnant, the other last month. I'm so incredibly jealous of both of my friends.

I've recently gotten back with my boyfriend after a month long break because I had miscarriage and was just depressed. And he was working on becoming sober. (he's three weeks sober btw! :D)

My old boss, and very close friend of both my boyfriend and I; said today that he wanted a "niece" and told me to "take one for the team and hurry up and get pregnant because his brothers were taking to long." I laughed at that.

God this is turning into a book.

Anyways. Id love to get pregnant, but I'm also attending college, and working two jobs.

Should I just keep on keeping on and not worry about it, just let it happen if it happens (while hoping I don't miscarry again) or just wait the 6 years until I'm done with college? I keep bouncing back and forth every month.