Congratulations, you're not pregnant, now here's some painful cramps since you cannot contain your excitement....

😠😠😞😞😢 had terrible insomnia the past week, stressing trying not to stress wanting to be pregnant. Now I just want to sleep but in so much pain.... Took tests then started my period today, staring in the trash can as I try to fight thru these menstrual cramps feeling like an idiot... Old beauty school associates announcing their pregnancies on Facebook, and my friend constantly getting pregnant having abortions... It just kind of hurts and feels like a joke.... Everyone telling me just not to worry about it and it will happen.... I'm just so sad!! I'm not mad at God, I just hope I can have a child someday... Ttc for a year, had one miscarriage in July...