Confused and heartbroken

Laurel • Pharmacy tech/ pharmacy student. 🍾😘💍
I'm 21, recently engaged and living with my fiancé and Recently I suffered a miscarriage. I didn't even know I was pregnant yet, it wasn't time for my period so I didn't miss one to suspect I was pregnant. Even though the pregnancy wasn't planned me and my fiancé have been completely off birth control for over a year and would be very excited if we were to be expecting. At the hospital The doctor diagnosed me with ovarian cysts, endometriosis, and ashermans syndrome, and concluded that the chance of me every getting pregnant again, let alone being able to carry the baby to full term are very very slim. I just feel like I need to talk opening to other women going through similar situations and have support. It's breaking my heart and messing with my brain the "what ifs".