I was with my daughters father for 9 years and throughout those 9 years he's cheated lied and used me for everything I could possible do and he also wasn't by my side through my pregnancy finally he wants to step up and be the man I've been asking him to be, but I don't think I can do it anymore. Everytime he leaves the house my mind is wondering when he looks at his phone is it another girl when he's sleeping is he happy cause me and his daughter are their or is he dreaming about another girl. I can't live like this, this isn't what love is supposed to feel like what do I do. Is walking away wrong ? Or being low key miserable for the rest of my life the right thing for my daughter ???