Excited and nervous

Jessi • Amazing daughter born March 2017 and a baby boy born July 2020
I've been going to the fertility doctor on and off for a year now. I've had one <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> which didnt take, I was clearly crushed since I have to pay $2,400 out of pocket for this each time. Well today I went to the doc for my usual blood draw and ultrasound, she said everything looks amazing. I have two eggs ones at 26 the other is at 15, she said to schedule my <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> for Wednesday. I stupidly didnt order more ovidril shots a head of time and needed them by tonight to do before 6-8 pm. Luckily the lady was amazing when I ordered them at 11 am and got them some time after 5 pm!!! Shots are done and now I just have to wait till Wednesday, I'm so excited but so scared it's not going to work again. People don't understand how much it takes a toll on your mind, body, and soul. I felt like such a failure last time I hope it sticks this time, I hope I finally end up pregnant. This would be the icing on the cake for me, I just really need this. I'm crossing my fingers and toes!