AF has shown her ugly face.. I can't deal anymore

Danielle • TTC Rainbow
Mu husband and I have been trying since we got married June 2014. 5 months after we got pregnant and excited only to lose out first at 10 weeks. It was hard and still is so we grieve for a while and 4 months later had our second pregnancy later to lose our second at 5 months. Honestly is too much to ask for us to have a family to be happy with kids like I see everyone else around me. Why oh why did it have to be us I'll never understand stand. We have been trying for our third buying boxes of ovulation kits after the other, preseed and prenatal and baby asprin combination tracking my period and ovulation with 5 different apps what's else on earth we have to do to get our rainbow I can't deal. Sorry I'm just so stressed 2015 has been horrible losing two babies I was hoping 2016 would be better cause a whole year of bad I do think we deserve a lifetime of good I'm pretty much in a corner😵😵😵