So fed up😣😣😥😭 (venting...)

I am now exactly 9 weeks and i cannot stand my bf. Ever since getting pg for him i have learnt so much about myself and what i really need in my life, and in my child's life. You can say that i have somewhat detached from him. When he found out i was pregnant, he asked for a dna test to see if he was the father (who else could it be mf!)

He can be good when he wants, but when it comes to little things, he is not considerate. I have to move at his pace, do as he says and not question. I told him i don't have a problem being a single mum (abortion is out of the question), and i just cannot handle some things right now. Am not completely financially stable but i manage to get by. I will make heaven and hell meet for this child with or without him. At times i just feel soo fed up..it makes me cry so much and get stressed. I at times think that i picked the wrong guy to be the biological father to our baby, but i picked the best guy to make me realize and see myself...to reevaluate myself and see that i don't necessarily need a guy in my life to make me happy and complete. I can make myself happy and complete.

I just need a good friend😢