What do I do when my depression is to much? What do you recommend? I can barely get up for work and sleep constantly. I'm cranky with my perfect boyfriend, I can't finish my crochet blanket for my niece, and I'm just stuck at my crappy job (that I'm good at and they want to promote me but I could never do that). I'm avidly looking for a new job but nothing is appealing. I had to sell my broken car for barely anything and now I have to blow my savings on a new one. I'm only 20 and cracking.