Hopefully blank.

Well, the Montgomery glands on my aerolas are starting to show up. The only time this ever happened to me was before I got my first bfp which ended in miscarriage. Feeling hopeful and also strangely unattached. Like I'm too afraid to get excited about the idea of possibly being pregnant again. I'm hopeful and I think I'll be getting a positive soon, but still feeling flat if that makes sense. 😕