So I had my 31 week visit yesterday and I had higher blood pressure readings I guess. And apparently I gained 7 pounds in a month since my last visit (which still puts me at only a total of 23 pounds gained total), but my doctor said something about keeping an eye out for pre-eclampsia, but then made my next appointment for a month from now! I'm kind of freaking out a bit. It's 1:30 am and I'm so worried and stressed I can't sleep. I'm doubting all my food choices and everything! I thought I was doing so well! Obviously not perfectly, I do treat myself, but now I'm freaking out wanting to diet or stop eating all together! I just feel like a complete failure or something. That and I'm terrified because my girlfriend just had to have her baby at 27 weeks because she had pre-eclampsia and for her to throw that into a conversation and then not want to see me again for four weeks terrifies me! What if something happens between now and then? I just feel like a bad mom already...