My family is always on my about my weight and I am to the point where I am now on depression medication I broken down crying at the doctors office cuz I was so stressed out about them always comparing me to my younger cousin I'm 25 and my cousin is 19 and thin as a tooth pick but she has metreos how to you get to a place where u are happy my boyfriend who I am engaged to calls me beautiful and sexy but I just don't feel that way I used to be happy about myself but idk any more.