Breastfeeding on the fence

Nikki
Hello Ladies just wanted to get some input from those of you who are breastfeeding. I am currently 25 weeks and I have been going back and forth about the idea of breastfeeding. A part of me thinks that is gross manly BC breast are so sexualized and a part of me wants to breastfeed BC I know its good for the baby. However I suffer from really sensitive nipples to the point where I don't like them being touched at all in which I worry will also be an issue. I came across this video on Fb where a model was had be breast out she had a smaller child sucking on side and a 5 year old sucking the other which completely grossed me out not so much the smaller child but the 5 year old. It seemed as if she was breastfeeding for sexual pleasure BC nothing was even coming out the 5 year old was just sucking her tit for fun it looked like. I don't know what it's going to feel like, but I know that having your nipples sucked leads to sexual arousal. So I guess my question is is the feeling the same when breastfeeding. Has it been known to stimulate you in any way other than just feeding your child? Of course I know there is nothing sexual when it comes to feeding your child but I don't want to breastfeed if the feelings are the same