I want to cry!

Nique • Due Feb 9 with my second child, first boy 😊
I'm on modified bed rest due to high blood pressure while I wait for urine results. I'm supposed to be resting on my left side but when I do I feel like I'm not getting enough air and I feel so much pelvic pressure. It's impossible for me to lay down and not feel like I'm being smothered and my pelvis pulled apart.  And I get to spend my birthday tomorrow on bed rest. A healthy baby sure would be a nice gift. I'm so irritated and just over it! Thanks for listening. (37.1 weeks)