I just want to shower and lay down. I'm really struggling with my depression going through this miscarriage. Still just having very light bleeding, but I just feel gross. I have a two year old, and he needs a lot of attention. I feel so guilty because I just don't want to "play" like we used to, building blocks and reading and stuff. He keeps bringing me his book, "I'm a Big Brother," and I can't read that one to him. This process seems to be moving so slow! I just want it to be done already, since I now know I am miscarrying. I just want it to be done and over with. It's draining being in pain both physically and emotionally. The main thing I want to to is stand in the shower without being interrupted.