So AF is to arrive today and still no show. I went to the bathroom to check my cervix and saw a ting of bright red blood less than a centimeter. All the symptoms of pregnancy I was having are completely gone. All I have now is a massive headache (most likely because I'm frustrated) I honestly thought this was our month. Before you ask I haven't tested as I don't want to waste a test and get that BFN. I don't understand why this is so hard. I don't understand why people who don't even try get it in one shot or a person with drug addiction sneezes and ends up pregnant. This honestly sucks donkey balls.. All I want is a little brother or sister for my son. His therapist (my son has Autism) believes a sibling will be great for my son to have more social interaction as he is non verbal. Why is this disappointment month after month so hard? Shouldn't it be easier by now?