Soo this is our first month after a chemical pregnancy last month that we are TTC for a total of 6 months ...I know some of you have been trying for so much longer and I give props to you because this is seriously one of the hardest things ever month after month with bfns then finally you get a glimpse of hope and you love that baby the moment you see those two beautiful lines (and even before because you've tried and prayed so much for that) and then its taken from you just as fast....I just really don't even want to test anymore ugh anyone else feel this way I am so ready to be trying again I just don't want to poas because I am afraid of that happening again :/