I need one to happen, AF or BFP! Annoyed!!

Reesa🌺
So far 44 days since AF came, and 10 days late, I say this because I have irregular periods. Quickest it's come is 29 days and latest it comes is 34 days, never made it this long ever! I've been urinating ALOT!! I feel really bloated, extremely hungry, I've gained 5lbs, nauseous at different points in the day, really tired. Every time I think I'm getting my period, cause Ive been cramping for a couple days now and feel really wet, I go to change my pad and theirs nothing their, just a medium amount of CM. tested yesterday around 6:45p, and this morning I forgot to do my first urine so I did the second and both came back negative. Both clear blue. Right now those are my symptoms, what am I doing wrong? To early? Any thoughts?