Last Tuesday I found out my little bean has become and angel. I've struggled with it all week feeling like I've been slipping into a funk. Tomorrow morning I'm supposed to start the Meds to begin my miscarriage and I'm absolutely terrified and sad at the same time.  Ive hear horror stories about this medicine and some who have said it went very smoothly.  Just needed to let out my fears since I feel like nobody at home really "gets" what is happening to my body and mind.