I just don't understand. :( Heartbroken.

JO

So I went in to the ER today because I had some brown discharge yesterday and then red blood today. I should be around 8 or 9 weeks, but the doctor said that based on the ultrasound that the baby was only measuring around 5 weeks. I am now a threatened miscarriage. I have an appt on Monday to do more tests and confirm if this is a miscarriage. (Even though with the blood, and in my heart I know it is). I just don't understand why I would be given a gift, just to have it taken away. :'(

Just some prayers and thoughts would be appreciated.