Does anyone have it? I've had issues in the past but I never had it while I was pregnant with my daughter. I'm just pass 8 weeks and I just feel hopeless. I suffered a miscarriage in sept and when I found out I was pregnant right before Christmas I was devastated. Husband and I have been going through a rough patch since the miscarriage and after having sex one time we got pregnant. I wasn't ready for this (I know you never really are) but I just don't feel myself. I take showers all the time so I can cry and no one will know I'm hating things right now. My husband went out with all his siblings last night which is no big deal because he hardly ever goes out but its always been me going and it just killed me that I wasn't there. I can't drink, my bday is in a few days and I don't even want to celebrate because I'm not in the mood. I should be so excited to have this rainbow baby but I'm not. I don't want to be pregnant and things have barely started. I have an appt next week and I'm going to talk to my Dr about my feelings then but has anyone else gone though this? I want to be happy, everyone else is so excited but I'm just not. The only <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy app</a> I have is this one, and i avoid anything that has to do with babies.