I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks with our first child this past thursday. I was in the ER in labor without so much as tylenol in my body for 8 hours before I went under for a D&C bc my cervix was still closed and contractions were trying so hard to pass naturally that I was starting to black in and out with the intense pain of the last few. I was given a bery high dose of morphine after 8 hrs when a Dr. Finally confirmed that the sono taken 2 hrs esrlier could not find a heartbeat and I was safe to take pain medecine. Shortly after i was taken in for a d&c which required I go under anesthesia. It is now Sunday evening so 3 days later and I am so so terribly sore from head to toe, my mother says it is from the contractions and tensing up during the pain, and I also have pains in my uterus/lower abdomen that I can only describe to feel simikar to when you have to pee and you hold it way too long that it becomes painful. My bleeding has increased a little each day with teeny tiny clots yesterday evening and all day today but not concerning amount of blood. I cry almost constantly. I can be watching sometbing funny on tv or playing a game on my phone not thinking about any of it consciously and suddenly my breathing picks up and i feel like i am shaking and the tears start pouring out. It almost feels like even more than my heart or mind is crying, my body is crying as if I am having a purely physical reaction. I dont know if it is bc I am so emotionallu distraught that it is going to be out of my control if it is the hormones raging through my body if it is bc the intense muscle pains preventing me from moving at all without wincing and crying out are a constant reminder or what I lost if it is a post partum response if my body is confused bc it was pregnant and now it is not and nothing has changed... i dont know what to think about anything anymore and I was mostly wondering about the physical aspect. If i shouls be concerned about the all over muscle pain making every movement difficult or if it is from the intense long term contractions or the surgery itself and also if other women had their bleeding pick up a little after the intial day after d&c?