Making a choice

I have made the decision to stop "trying" for a baby. For one it just overwhelms my husband and the sex isn't as fun anymore. He feels too pressured which I don't want to do. When I got off BC last Sept, I became pregnant a week later. We were just having fun and thinking if it happens, it happens. Sadly we lost the baby in Oct at 6 weeks. Since my period came back, I had been tracking EVERYTHING. And now 3 cycles later, it's still negative. So I'm still tracking my period but I'm going to have sex when I want to, not when I think is my optimal time to get pregnant. Hopefully it works and soon we will be blessed with our rainbow baby.