My baby...

Ashley • Missing my baby boy~mommy loves you. Waiting on our rainbow!
I posted a couple days back about my child having several deformities and a hole in her heart. The more things we found the less functional the baby will be. We felt termination alrhough the most heartbreaking decision ever was the best decision for us and the baby. I posted on here for support and got a lot of stories and love but such nasty nasty comments. Not everyone has to agree with me but it hurts someone would kick me while im down. After all the stress and anxiety our babys little heart gave out before we could even make the appointment. My poor little monkey passed and i didnt get to hold her. I had the CVS testing and am bleeding quite a bit. I'm just so lost and exhausted i miss my baby...