Breaking up

I love my boyfriend so so so so much he means everything to me he's my whole world I'd do almost anything for him. But recently he's becoming more and more jealous and protective and controlling over who I speak to and what I wear and I know he can't stop me, and he knows that and I don't think he's ever try to but it does make me self conscious when speaking to my friends that are boys and I have stopped doing that and I don't want to because that's my life and they're my friends... I don't know. We had a massive argument and I broke up with him because I feel like it's the right thing to do but I'm torn because I love this man so much I feel like I could make it work... We've started planning our lives together and right now we're in a position where it seems like we'd have to be around each other a lot in the future because of the plans we made in order to stay together... I love him and I want him so badly... I really need some advice I really don't know what to do I love him I can't explain how much I love him... I love him. I'm not ready to let him go but I don't know if I should