Took 2 tests today and I still don't believe it's real!

Help me. I just can't believe it. I'm going to call the doctor on Monday and get an appointment to be sure but I got 2 BFPs! I don't even want to celebrate it because I can't believe It's real! I'm 33 and my husband is 41. We've only been trying for 3 months and I guess I just thought it would take longer. I'm kinda freaking out!! Can this really be real?????