Body Image Issues

Victoria • 👧🏼1/30/16 Due 8/10/19 🎉❤️ 35 from the PNW living in the MW.
I'm 38+5 and I feel that I got so big. I've gained 30lbs and I carry like a basketball. It's my first baby and my husband and I made a bet on the date I would deliver and the weight of the baby and he guessed 8lbs 12oz and after looking at my a few selfies this morning I started crying this because I feel so huge and really am questioning decisions I've been making. Has anyone carried large but had a average sized baby?