I need a friend

Breanna • Marine Wife 💍 8/6/14, 2year old boy👦🏾8/17/14, angel baby👼🏾3/7/16, angel baby👼🏾9/1/16. RAINBOW BABY 8/14/17👶🏾
I am 22 years old and I had my first baby before I was 20. We didn't know I was pregnant until I was three months and now that I'm really actively trying to have another baby I just seem to be failing. I track my cycle I track my ovulation and everytime I am waiting those stupid two weeks I start to get pregnancy signs and then my period comes. I really just want to give up because I didn't want to get pregnant with my first and I did and now that I want to get pregnant I can't. What the heck. I'm getting depressed and I really just need friends that are actually going through the same thing that I am going through.