Bisexual?

Hi! I'm 16 and really nervous and stressed out about this. I love guys and making out with them but I hate penises (but that's normal right?). Then on the other hand I love girls but I've never been with one, I'm sexually attracted to them but I've never been able to see my self in a relationship with one but lately I am liking the idea. So basically romantically I like being with a man but sexually with a woman. I don't know what to do because my parents are also homophobic and I could never tell them!