Just venting(long)

Very stressed out. We got the news this afternoon that our landlord is kicking us out. We've been living here since October 10th and our lease goes till March 10th. He is getting a divorce and has asked us to leave as soon as we can. It is his childhood home. He hasnt been the best landlord, there are leaks from our pipes and from our basement walls. There are naked wires and horrid plaster jobs. We were only the second people to rent this property, and he always praised us for keeping his property clean. I am upset because we were in the same situation last year the week after my birthday, and this year its the week before. I was also pregnant then,(i think i am now but too early to test) I miscarried in May due to the stress his parents and my father constantly put on me for standing by "a horrible excuse for a man and father" He was great, he loved our little girl the moment he saw her, it broke his heart when she took her first and final breath. He still looks at her shelf(we have her teddy bear, foot prinds, hand prints, and her little hat in a shadow box in our room)

I'm praying I am pregnant again, and I'm praying this move wont hurt me if I am. I am at such a loss of how to feel because we have no money saved right now, my boyfriend has type 1 diabetes and he just lost his insurance and has to pay a $500 deductible to get any of his insulins and his syringes. I'm trying to find a place so we can hopefully move out on the 9th of next month. Im also hoping that it will be just him amd i because we live with 3 other people all being male. Two of which have only lived here since December.

Just venting and stressed.

-Thanks