Fat gross and unattractive

Carli
Just really frustrated. I'm blowing up like a blueberry and i just feel gross. Doesn't help that my boyfriend doesn't want to have sex because he's "stressed". Like I even blindly shaved down there in hopes of thinking we would do something. It's like he randomly doesn't want to. I honestly feel like I could cry because I just feel gross. I know this is hormones but it's a terrible feeling.