PLEASE HELP!!!

Destiny
I'm 16 and I'm in love with my best friend... He knows and he says he had feelings too but he doesn't want to date me until he's sure I'm the one and that way if I'm not we don't ruin our friendship with some stupid high school relationship... But I'm in the postition of best friend and so I have to listen to him talk about his girlfriend and it's kinda awkward... I seriously need some help!! PLEASE GIVE ME SOME ADVICE!!  Is it weird to be in love with him? So I try not to be?? What should I do when I feel awkward???