So annoyed at myself

Emma
So today was the 6th day of being late but all tests had been BFNs! I was working away today and had convinced myself that I was pregnant but just wasn't showing on the tests yet. I quite stupidly decided to buy a baby grow with 'I love my daddy' and a digital pregnancy test that I would take this weekend and hopefully get a positive and be able to surprise my SO with both in a gift box. 
I got home today and had some light pink and red spotting so figured my AF is finally here. I'm so annoyed with myself, feel stupid for buying the baby grow and think I've just jinxed myself like an idiot! 😢😢