Furious....

I went to my fertility specialist yesterday and he denied me getting clomid until we know my husband's sperm is functioning. I communicated that to my husband and he said he wasn't gonna have the seamen analysis because he knows his sperm is good. I understand he has four kids but what about me? I don't have any. I flipped it was like something out of a drama movie. I expressed that he was being selfish. My husband said "its not my fault you cant have no kids". I broke down crying at the fact he through that in my face. I suffer from pcos its not my fault. In the end I won. My husband is scheduled for this Friday the 12th at 9:30a. I pray everything works itself out.